(I'm still out of town, so I'm posting a small homilette)
Sometimes I'm asked, "Father, do you ever regret becoming a priest?" It's a good question. This question is in someway related to asking a father and a husband, "Do you ever regret getting married?" If I asked this question to a man who has been married over 30 years, he would most likely answer, 'No.' Now, I hear much confessions of husbands and fathers. And with what I have heard so far, I sometimes say to myself, 'How hard it is to be married, to be a husband and a father!' Yet these husbands and fathers come to confession asking for forgiveness for in any way they have neglected their whole hearted love for their wives and kids. It is tough being married. And it is tough being a priest and being called 'Father.' But it is the joy of being a priest--the daily ups and downs--that I cannot imaging looking back while my hands are on the plow and moving forward. As St. Paul beautifully said,
"Brothers and sisters:
For freedom Christ set us free;
so stand firm and do not submit again to the yoke of slavery.
For you were called for freedom, brothers and sisters.
But do not use this freedom
as an opportunity for the flesh;
rather, serve one another through love."
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
June 20, 2010: 12th Sunday Ordinary (C) - Father's Day
One of the great grace I received when I turned my life to the Lord back in 1996 was appreciating my own father. During my teenage years, I viewed him as irrelevant. I was quite arrogant back then. It's strange; he was a hard working man, who provided for the family, and yet I did not respect him. I find that my teenage experience was not unique; I encountered other teenage boys having similar issues among the parishioners whom I know. Perhaps one of the reason why I did not know the Heavenly Father then as a teenager was my attitude toward my earthly father. Once I gave my life to the Lord, initially I didn't feel any different toward my dad as before. But the Lord who dwelled in me was urging me to make effort to love my dad. It took few years, but I have gained my appreciation for my dad. The amazing thing is that this then led to my closer relationship with Heavenly Father and St. Joseph.
(Photo: St. Joseph's Oratory in Montreal, Canada) As I met many dads at our men's spirituality group (That Man is You) on Wednesdays, I saw many dads making heroic efforts to be a better father to their sons and daughters. Waking up to arrive at 6AM on Wednesdays is a great testament to their sincere desire. On one of the Wednesday presentations, we heard the presenter talk about St. Joseph. At our small breakout group, we discussed what we knew about St. Joseph. Most of us conceded that we didn't know him, as we would know the Blessed Mother. All we knew about him is that he was the foster father of Jesus. We heard about how just and virtuous of a man he was. Yet most of us in that group did not have any familiar 'relationship' with St. Joseph. He remains as a character in the Nativity and childhood of Jesus. Yet how can we ignore the influence of St. Joseph in our culture and history when we consider the following observations: Many cities, towns, and locations are named after Saint Joseph. According to the National Geospatial-Intelligence Agency, the Spanish form, San Jose, is the most common place name in the world. Probably the most-recognized San Joses are San José, Costa Rica, and San Jose, California, United States, given their name by Spanish colonists. Joseph is the patron saint of the New World; of the countries China, Canada, Korea, Mexico, Austria, Belgium, Croatia, Peru, Vietnam; of the regions Carinthia, Styria, Tyrol, Sicily; and of several main cities and dioceses.
Many churches, monasteries and other institutions are dedicated to Saint Joseph. Saint Joseph's Oratory is the largest church in Canada, with the largest dome of its kind in the world after that of Saint Peter's Basilica in Rome. Elsewhere in the world churches named after the saint may be known as those of San Giuseppe, e.g. San Giuseppe dei Teatini, San José, e.g. Metropolitan Cathedral of San José or São José, e.g. in Porto Alegre, Brazil. And how many of us know a family member or a friend named as Joseph. We may not be aware, but St. Joseph's presence is everywhere.
(Photo: St. Teresa of Avila in front of a statue of St. Joseph)
But why would churches, monasteries, religious congregations, and institutions name themselves under the patronage of St. Joseph unless he actually does protect, guard, teach, and lead them just as he did with Jesus? St. Teresa of Avila who dedicated her first reformed convent to St. Joseph was a great devotee. She said, ""I took for my advocate and lord the glorious Saint Joseph and commended myself earnestly to him; and I found that this my father and lord delivered me both from this trouble and also from other and greater troubles concerning my honor and the loss of my soul, and that he gave me greater blessings than I could ask of him. I do not remember even now that I have ever asked anything of him which he has failed to grant. I am astonished at the great favors which God has bestowed on me through this blessed saint, and at the perils from which He has freed me, both in body and in soul. To other saints the Lord seems to have given grace to succor us in some of our necessities but of this glorious saint my experience is that he succors us in them all and that the Lord wishes to teach us that as He was Himself subject to him on earth (for, being His guardian and being called His father, he could command Him) just so in Heaven He still does all that he asks. This has also been the experience of other persons whom I have advised to commend themselves to him; and even to-day there are many who have great devotion to him through having newly experienced this truth."
When I look back, I can see St. Joseph's protection and presence throughout my journey to priesthood. When I arrived at the Notre Dame Seminary, I stayed my entire 6 years at St. Joseph's Hall. All two of my spiritual directors at the seminary were named 'Joseph.' During Hurricane Katrina, all of Notre Dame Seminarians were temporarily housed at St. Joseph Abbey run by Benedictine monks. I was ordained to priesthood at St. Joseph Cathedral, and I was assigned as a high school chaplain for St. Joseph Academy.
These days, every morning when I enter the church, I first stop by St. Joseph's statue and touch his feet. I quietly ask him, "St. Joseph, please protect, lead, and guide me just as you've done for Jesus." Give this a try. You'll be surprised by how St. Joseph will influence your life.
(Photo: St. Joseph's Oratory in Montreal, Canada) As I met many dads at our men's spirituality group (That Man is You) on Wednesdays, I saw many dads making heroic efforts to be a better father to their sons and daughters. Waking up to arrive at 6AM on Wednesdays is a great testament to their sincere desire. On one of the Wednesday presentations, we heard the presenter talk about St. Joseph. At our small breakout group, we discussed what we knew about St. Joseph. Most of us conceded that we didn't know him, as we would know the Blessed Mother. All we knew about him is that he was the foster father of Jesus. We heard about how just and virtuous of a man he was. Yet most of us in that group did not have any familiar 'relationship' with St. Joseph. He remains as a character in the Nativity and childhood of Jesus. Yet how can we ignore the influence of St. Joseph in our culture and history when we consider the following observations: Many cities, towns, and locations are named after Saint Joseph. According to the National Geospatial-Intelligence Agency, the Spanish form, San Jose, is the most common place name in the world. Probably the most-recognized San Joses are San José, Costa Rica, and San Jose, California, United States, given their name by Spanish colonists. Joseph is the patron saint of the New World; of the countries China, Canada, Korea, Mexico, Austria, Belgium, Croatia, Peru, Vietnam; of the regions Carinthia, Styria, Tyrol, Sicily; and of several main cities and dioceses.
Many churches, monasteries and other institutions are dedicated to Saint Joseph. Saint Joseph's Oratory is the largest church in Canada, with the largest dome of its kind in the world after that of Saint Peter's Basilica in Rome. Elsewhere in the world churches named after the saint may be known as those of San Giuseppe, e.g. San Giuseppe dei Teatini, San José, e.g. Metropolitan Cathedral of San José or São José, e.g. in Porto Alegre, Brazil. And how many of us know a family member or a friend named as Joseph. We may not be aware, but St. Joseph's presence is everywhere.
(Photo: St. Teresa of Avila in front of a statue of St. Joseph)
But why would churches, monasteries, religious congregations, and institutions name themselves under the patronage of St. Joseph unless he actually does protect, guard, teach, and lead them just as he did with Jesus? St. Teresa of Avila who dedicated her first reformed convent to St. Joseph was a great devotee. She said, ""I took for my advocate and lord the glorious Saint Joseph and commended myself earnestly to him; and I found that this my father and lord delivered me both from this trouble and also from other and greater troubles concerning my honor and the loss of my soul, and that he gave me greater blessings than I could ask of him. I do not remember even now that I have ever asked anything of him which he has failed to grant. I am astonished at the great favors which God has bestowed on me through this blessed saint, and at the perils from which He has freed me, both in body and in soul. To other saints the Lord seems to have given grace to succor us in some of our necessities but of this glorious saint my experience is that he succors us in them all and that the Lord wishes to teach us that as He was Himself subject to him on earth (for, being His guardian and being called His father, he could command Him) just so in Heaven He still does all that he asks. This has also been the experience of other persons whom I have advised to commend themselves to him; and even to-day there are many who have great devotion to him through having newly experienced this truth."
When I look back, I can see St. Joseph's protection and presence throughout my journey to priesthood. When I arrived at the Notre Dame Seminary, I stayed my entire 6 years at St. Joseph's Hall. All two of my spiritual directors at the seminary were named 'Joseph.' During Hurricane Katrina, all of Notre Dame Seminarians were temporarily housed at St. Joseph Abbey run by Benedictine monks. I was ordained to priesthood at St. Joseph Cathedral, and I was assigned as a high school chaplain for St. Joseph Academy.
These days, every morning when I enter the church, I first stop by St. Joseph's statue and touch his feet. I quietly ask him, "St. Joseph, please protect, lead, and guide me just as you've done for Jesus." Give this a try. You'll be surprised by how St. Joseph will influence your life.
Video: Father Paul's Interview on FOCUS TV
Recently I did an hour interview on FOCUS TV. You can watch the entire video here. You can also order the DVD of the talk from the website.
-Fr. Paul
http://focustvonline.com/
-Fr. Paul
http://focustvonline.com/
I Once Was Lost
In the Bible, conversion is the turning of a sinner to God (Acts 15:3). In a more special sense people are converted when, by the influence of divine grace in their souls, their whole life is changed, old things pass away, and all things become new.
In Revelation 3, it seems as though Christ is encouraging people who are already Christians to be converted. Why would He tell Christians He is outside some door knocking to come in? This whole conversion is full of mystery. In this enlightening Focus interview, Fr. Paul Yi reveals how Our Lady led him to hear Christ knocking outside his door and gave him a believer’s heart so strong and hungry as to become a priest.
June 18, 2010: Friday Homily - Treasure in Heaven

In today's Gospel, Jesus teaches us to store up treasure in heaven and not on earth where thieves can come and steal. He said, "“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and decay destroy, and thieves break in and steal. But store up treasures in heaven,where neither moth nor decay destroys, nor thieves break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there also will your heart be." (Mt 6:19-23)
Thursday, June 17, 2010
June 17, 2010: Thursday Homily - Our Father
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Calling All Young Women interested in Vocations
Saturday, July 17th
10 AM - 2:30 PM
Carmelite Monastery73530 River Rd.
Covington LA 70435
(985) 898-0923
Schedule
10 AM Mass
Vocation talks from Sisters
Time for question and answer
Pizza lunch
Visit to gift shop
Sr. Edith ocdedith@aol.com
Sr. Grace srgraceocd@yahoo.com
June 15, 2010: Tuesday, Daily Mass Homily
Yesterday, I talked about 'kindness' as a way to love our neighbor. Today, I want to talk about 'forgiveness' as a way to love our neighbor. This morning I was reading from a passage from Scriptures where Jesus says to Peter that he will deny him three times. Peter then confidently claims, "Even though I should have to die with you, I will not deny you." And all the disciples spoke likewise. I think about this bold claim and the countless number of times we recite the Act of Contrition in Confession. We say, "O my God, I'm heartily sorry for having offended you and I detest all my sins...I firmly resolve with help of Your grace to sin no more and avoid the near occasion of sins." I wonder how many times I have said that to a priest and time and time again I go back to the confession for the same sin. Jesus is teaching us a lesson here isn't he? As numerous times as He forgives us, He asks us to forgive those around us. But how do we do that? It's so difficult to forgive those who hurt us.
Immaculee, a Rwandan Genocide survivor shows us how. Trapped in a small bathroom for 6 months with 5 other women, Immaculee clung on to the rosary that her dad gave her. There she meditated on the Sorrowful Mysteries of the rosary and bonded the sufferings of herself and her country to the Rosary. Through that meditation, she was so aware of how many times she has been forgiven by God. She called the Rosary her secret garden, where she spoke with God, meditated on his words, nurtured her spiritual self. It is through such deep and intense prayer we can do what Jesus told Peter, ""I tell you, [forgive] not seven times, but seventy-seven times."
Immaculee, a Rwandan Genocide survivor shows us how. Trapped in a small bathroom for 6 months with 5 other women, Immaculee clung on to the rosary that her dad gave her. There she meditated on the Sorrowful Mysteries of the rosary and bonded the sufferings of herself and her country to the Rosary. Through that meditation, she was so aware of how many times she has been forgiven by God. She called the Rosary her secret garden, where she spoke with God, meditated on his words, nurtured her spiritual self. It is through such deep and intense prayer we can do what Jesus told Peter, ""I tell you, [forgive] not seven times, but seventy-seven times."
Monday, June 14, 2010
June 13, 2010: Farewell mass for Fr. Paul
The following is a recording of the entire farewell mass for Fr. Paul as he takes on a new assignment at the Immaculate Conception Parish in Denham Springs. He will begin his new assignment on July 6th.
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June 14, 2010: Daily Mass - Kindness
As many times Our Lord has taught us to 'love one another,' I would like to take a look at one of the aspects of loving another, 'kindness.' What is kindness? Let's look at what it is not. One of our basic human tendency is to be judgmental--that is, to want the satisfaction of seeing others' weaknesses or sins exposed or even condemned. And from that attitude flows our love for gossip. So that is not kindness.
St. Paul says in Romans Ch. 2:
Therefore, you are without excuse, every one of you who passes judgment. For by the standard by which you judge another you condemn yourself, since you, the judge, do the very same things...Do you suppose, then, you who judge those who engage in such things and yet do them yourself, that you will escape the judgment of God? Or do you hold his priceless kindness, forbearance, and patience in low esteem, unaware that the kindness of God would lead you to repentance?
So kindness is then, willingness to see others through God's tender hearted concern. Mother Teresa said, "If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway."
St. Paul says in Romans Ch. 2:
Therefore, you are without excuse, every one of you who passes judgment. For by the standard by which you judge another you condemn yourself, since you, the judge, do the very same things...Do you suppose, then, you who judge those who engage in such things and yet do them yourself, that you will escape the judgment of God? Or do you hold his priceless kindness, forbearance, and patience in low esteem, unaware that the kindness of God would lead you to repentance?
So kindness is then, willingness to see others through God's tender hearted concern. Mother Teresa said, "If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway."
Friday, June 11, 2010
June 13, 2010: 11th Sunday Ordinary (C)
Many of you probably have been to Grand Canyon. I was with my parents there a few years ago when I was still in the seminary, and while we were there someone mentioned to us that there is a day excursion to descend down the Grand Canyon on donkeys. We looked at how narrow the trail was and we politely declined. Back at the seminary, I told one of the religious sisters how we turned down a donkey ride, she said she did it when she went. She said on the way down, her donkey kept inching toward the edge of the trail where she could see how far she would drop if this donkey mis-stepped. She got frightened and got off the donkey several times. The guide said, "Sister, that donkey likes to do that so people won't ride him. He'd rather be back at the stable and eat grass than be on the trail working. You got to be firm with him to get him to do something."
A stubborn mule is a great metaphor for what you and I do when Jesus wants us to do something. Sometimes when I get requests from various persons to visit them or see them, the first reaction is, "Ahhh, Lord, I so much like sitting here in the quiet, air-conditioned office. I wish I didn't have to go." You can picture me a stubborn donkey wanting to stay back at the stable and chill out with my other friends. But the last time I did that, I learned a plenty of lessons not to be so uncooperative. It was one of the first weeks when I began at Our Lady of Mercy when I got a call on Friday evening around 4PM. A person was near death at a nursing home near Most Blessed Sacrament area when their pastor was on vacation. I dilly-dallied for about 15 minutes, moping about how I'm having to drive all the way out there fighting traffic on Siegen Lane on a Friday evening. When I got there, the person passed away exactly 15 minutes before I arrived. So that person died without the Last Rites. Oh if you knew how guilty I felt for dilly-dallying! Jesus wanted to be with that soul to shower him with his mercy at his last moment of earthly life, and this donkey Jesus was riding was refusing to budge! How many of us have God found to be stubborn and uncooperative when He wanted us to be His love in action? But the mystery is that God still forgives, and he allows us to learn from our stubbornness and our sins.
In the Gospel today we find a woman who led a life contrary to God's will. And her neighbors knew it. And here she came, before Jesus' feet, bathing them with her tears. Her righteous neighbors were upset; what right does she have to come before Jesus? How dare she after leading such sinful life? But Jesus silenced them by asking them, “Two people were in debt to a certain creditor; one owed five hundred days’ wages and the other owed fifty. Since they were unable to repay the debt, he forgave it for both. Which of them will love him more?” They replied, “The one, I suppose, whose larger debt was forgiven.” Jesus said, “You have judged rightly....she has shown great love... But the one to whom little is forgiven, loves little.” Jesus said to her, "Your sins are forgiven....Your faith has saved you; go in peace.” Isn't this how many of us find ourselves, like this woman? We did foolish things in our younger days, and finally conscience in us woke up to declare like St. Augustine, "Late have I loved you, Beauty so ancient and so new, late have I loved you!" That's what happened to me, this stubborn donkey which still to this day, resists God's gentle invitation to carry him on my back to visit souls to bring healing and forgiveness.
Some times this donkey does what Jesus asks him to do, and I would like to share a story a parishioner shared with me this week. She began her story with her marriage to a non-Catholic man. The marriage was good, but their was no spiritual unity because on Sundays, she was with her kids in church, but without her husband. By grace of God, her husband eventually became Catholic. He was a great family man and liked to spend time at home. His wife, however, was always out and about doing her own thing. Then she did the unthinkable; she asked for a divorce. The children were still young, but she insisted on divorce. It devastated her husband; he completely lost trust in her. She went to confession several times for forgiveness for what she has done. Although she knew intellectually that she was forgiven, she didn't feel forgiven. The feeling of guilt and shame were still there. By chance, she came one night during the Divine Mercy novena during this past Lent. She heard the Divine Mercy Chaplet sung, and she was moved. A cantor and I were singing the Chaplet that night. She was driving back, and tears began to fall from her eyes uncontrollably. It was so bad that she could not see so she stopped by the side of the road. The tears continued to fall, but she saw something that she could not believe. Two rays were shining upon her, red and blue, just like the rays that emanated from heart of Jesus in the image of the Divine Mercy. At that moment, she felt she was forgiven. And she felt total freedom from her guilt and shame. She was enveloped in Jesus' Divine Mercy. That night, this reluctant donkey did take Jesus to where he needed to go, to this soul who needed desperately the forgiveness that only Jesus can give. Isn't that what we desire everyday? Lord, I'm thankful for what you have done for me on the Cross; is there a small thing that this donkey can do for you out of gratitude?
June 11, 2010: Solemnity of Sacred Heart of Jesus
The following audio recording of the homily was made on June 11, 2010 on the Solemnity of Sacred Heart of Jesus.
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Saturday, June 5, 2010
June 8, 2010: The Mystery of the Mass - A talk by Fr. Paul Yi
The Mystery of the Mass: Outpouring of the Father’s Love
in the Sacrifices of the Old and New Testaments
presented by Fr. Paul Yi
Tuesday, June 8
Our Lady of Mercy Church
On a typical Sunday, most of us arrive for Mass a bit preoccupied. We are distracted. Mass feels like an “obligation” but we know it is more.What really happens in the Mass? Fr. Paul Yi will explore the intimate connection between the Holy Mass, the Last Supper and the sacrifices offered from the time of Adam, Noah, Abraham, Moses, King David, Solomon and in the Temple where Jesus worshipped. Fr. Paul will explain how the Mass is an hour of transformation for our lives.
Prayer A reading from the Letter of
Let us give thanks to the Father, who has qualified us to share in the inheritance of the saints in light.
He has delivered us from the dominion of darkness and transferred us to the kingdom of his beloved Son, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.
He is the image of the invisible God, the first-born of all creation;
for in him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or principalities or authorities -- all things were created through him and for him.
He is before all things, and in him all things hold together.
He is the head of the body, the church; he is the beginning, the first-born from the dead, that in everything he might be pre-eminent.
For in him all the fulness of God was pleased to dwell,
and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross.
And you, who once were estranged and hostile in mind, doing evil deeds,
he has now reconciled in his body of flesh by his death, in order to present you holy and blameless and irreproachable before him, provided that you continue in the faith, stable and steadfast, not shifting from the hope of the gospel which you heard, which has been preached to every creature under heaven, and of which I, Paul, became a minister. The word of the Lord.
Introduction
February of last year, a small group of pilgrims and I from
Baton Rouge arrived in Tel Aviv, Israel to begin our 10-day journey following
the footsteps of Jesus from the very place he was conceived in a little town of
Nazareth, his birth in Bethlehem, where he preached along the shores of
Galilee, and where he freely laid down his life on the cross and was finally
buried. At that time, I was just ordained 8 months as a priest so there was a newness
in just about everything I did. We traveled all over Israel
where significant events happened to Jesus and his disciples. What I realized
was that this mass we celebrate here in this church in the city of Baton
Rouge captures, re-lives, and re-presents the mystery
of all those events that happened to Jesus. At the Basilica of Annunciation in Nazareth
we celebrated mass right where Blessed Mother met Archangel Gabriel and she
declared that 'yes' that 'Be it done to me according to thy word.' As I lifted
the Eucharist and the chalice, at the altar in that basilica, I was so aware of
the weight of that 'yes'--a total self-giving, a total gift of herself before
God, a total gift which her Son Jesus will later make on the cross. As we
celebrated mass at the church of Gethsemane ,
we were right in front of the rock on which Jesus agonized over taking the
chalice from the Father. This was the very place he said 'yes' to the Father,
saying 'yet, not as I will, but as you will.' (Matt 26:39) Then at 5:30AM in the morning, the morning when we were
to depart back for Baton Rouge , I
was at the chapel of Calvary , where Jesus was nailed on
the cross and died. On the wall facing the altar where I celebrated mass was a
mosaic of Blessed Mother dressed in all black, with her face full of sorrows,
for her 'yes' was also a 'yes' to give her first and only child, her precious
son to the Father as a sacrifice. And before her was a mosaic of her son
brutally being nailed on the cross. But bitterness was not on his face, rather
a face that spoke of full, willing, and active embrace of that altar of the
cross; 'yes' that he spoke to the Father was now finally becoming flesh as a
slaughtered lamb on the altar of the cross.
As many masses I celebrated since then, I wonder about the
mystery of being in that chapel of Calvary . All the
masses I celebrate somehow flow from that 'yes' of Jesus to offer himself on
the cross, 'yes' of Blessed Mother to give her son up for sacrifice, and 'yes'
of the Heavenly Father who so loved the world that he gave his only Son (Jn
3:16). Sometimes I celebrate up to 4 masses a day on a Sunday, and on those
days I do get fatigued and lose sight of this great mystery. One day I was in
the vesting room at the convent for Mother Teresa sisters at St. Agnes, I
noticed a tethered piece of paper with the following hand written note:
"Priests of God, Celebrate this Mass as if it was your
first Mass; as if it were your only Mass; as if it were your last Mass.That
note reminded me that what I was about to celebrate was not a casual event. To
become a priest, I gave up my career as an engineer, I gave up my chance of
having a family with children, and I gave up being near my parents. It took me
6 years of seminary studies to become a priest. And what that note was
suggesting was that even if I celebrated one mass right after my ordination and
I die of some sudden illness, that single mass was equal to thousands of masses
that I would celebrate if I was a priest for 30 years.
The same is for all of us. Should we not have a little
prayer card that said, "People of God, Celebrate this Mass as if it was
your first Mass; as if it were your only Mass; as if it were your last Mass. "
Several weeks ago, I brought from Sunday mass a Eucharist to a man in a hospice
who had stayed away from the Church for over 20 years. I heard that man's
confession a couple of weeks prior. He was dying of cancer, and he was in his
last days. I said holding the Eucharist before him, "Behold the Lamb of
God who takes away the sins of the world, happy are those who are called to his
supper." I had to say the response for him because he was too weak to say
so. "Lord, I'm not worthy to receive you, but only say the word, and I
shall be healed." That Eucharist that he received on that day was his first,
last, and the only mass on this earth for the past 20 years. As he closed his
eyes, he had both the tears of joy and tears of contrition. He stayed away from
Jesus for a long time, but Jesus came to him anyway.
Why does Jesus invite us to mass? Many of us say, "I
can stay at home, read the bible, and pray more effectively than trying to find
a parking space, find an empty pew, and falling asleep during
homily." When I fell away from the
Catholic Church, in high school and college, I came back to Christian faith
through a non-denomination church. At that time my mind was blank slate as far
as what I thought was the right way to worship God. So I welcomed whatever
worship style I encountered. In that non-denomination church there was a
lectern and vast numbers of folding chairs, but there was no cross. We sang
hymns, heard scripture read out loud, heard a teaching on that reading, passed
collection plates, sang more hymns, and went home. Later I joined an Assembly
of God-styled church. There was a cross inside. We sang praise-&-worship
songs, heard scripture, heard a long sermon, passed collection plates, sang
more songs, and went home. Then I joined a United Methodist Church. The inside
looked more like a Catholic church with what they called an altar table, a
cross on the wall, and a big imposing organ. We sang hymns, heard scripture,
heard a long sermon, passed collection plates, sang more hymns, and went home.
Once a month, though, we had a communion service with small bread crumbs and
grape juice. For those of you who joined Catholic church recently, or those of
you who have left the Church and came back, do you feel the same way about what
happens at mass? We sing hymns, hear words from scripture, hear a long homily,
pass the collection plates, and sing more songs, and go home?
Somethings are very different
at mass aren't they? Very prominent and at the center of the whole worship is
the altar. The word altar evokes sacrifice. If you ask our Catholic school
kids, "What or who is being sacrificed on the altar?" And the kids
will answer, "Jesus." If we ask them, "Who is the priest?"
Most will answer, "Fr. Miles or Fr. Paul." But sharp kids will
answer, "Jesus." [When we ask them, where does he live? And the kids
will answer, "In the tabernacle."] In this talk, we will explore the
sacrifice of mass and its connections to the Old Testament. We first have to go
to the Last Supper for clues.
We
all have seen Leonardo Davinci's painting of the 'The Last Supper'. Da Vinci is
depicting the reaction of the disciples when Jesus tells that one of them would
betray him. But to answer what's really happening at the Last Supper, we have
to look at the scripture. After Jesus and the disciples enter Jerusalem, the
disciples ask Jesus where they should prepare for the passover meal. So what's
happening at the Last Supper is really a passover meal. Let's look at the
passage. After Jesus enters the Jerusalem amid
great welcome by the inhabitants (we memorialize by celebrating the Palm
Sunday), the disciples ask Jesus, "Where will you have us prepare for you
to eat the passover?" Jesus said, "Go into the city to such a one and
say to him, 'The Teacher says, My time is at hand; I will keep the passover at
your house with my disciples."(Matt 26:17-18)
What is a passover meal? It
is a meal eaten in remembrance of freedom from slavery for the Israelites when
Moses led them out of Egypt. Remember the movie "Ten Commandments"
with Charleston Heston? (Let's turn to Ch. 12 of Exodus) We find in Exodus
Chapter 12, Lord instructs Moses and Aaron to institute the first Passover. He
had them instruct the Israelites to procure a lamb for each household. The lamb
is to be without blemish, a year old male. At a prescribed evening this
lamb is to be killed, and some of its blood is to be put on the doorposts and
lintels of the house. They were to eat the flesh that night, roasted, with
unleavened bread and bitter herbs. The lamb's bones are not to be broken when
eaten. That night, the Lord was going to passover the land of Egypt and kill all the first-born in the land of
Egypt, both man and beast, except those in houses where the blood of the lamb
were on the doorposts. Here the Lord was going to accept the life of the lamb
as a ransom for the life of the first-born in Israelite houses. And the Lord
tells the Israelites through Moses that, "This day will be for you a
memorial day, and you shall keep it as a feast to the Lord; throughout your
generations you shall observe it as an ordinance for ever." Then the Lord
also instructs the Israelites to eat unleavened bread and establish the feast
of unleavened bread as a memorial of the day the Lord brought Israelites out of
the land of Egypt. He told them to observe this feast throughout generations,
as an ordinance for ever. [Are you hearing something that's familiar to you?
Where do we in rememberance offer the sacrifice of the lamb by eating
unleavened bread? At Mass, where the priest holds the broken Eucharist and
says, "Behold the Lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the world. Happy
are those who are called to his supper."]
What is different about the
Last Supper from a traditional passover meal? Something is missing. We have the
bread, but where is the lamb to be sacrificed? As our school kids would have
answered, 'It's Jesus, the Lamb of God.' And something else is happening that
is different. Jesus says:
Now as they were eating,
Jesus took bread, and blessed, and broke it, and gave it to the discples and
said, "Take, eat; this is my body." And he took a cup, and when he
had given thanks he gave it to them, saying, "Drink of it, all of you; for
this is my blood of the covenant, which is poured out for many for the
forgiveness of sins. I tell you I shall not drink again of this fruit of the
vine until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father's kingdom."
(Matt 26:26-29)
At mass priest says these
words in slightly different form, "Take this all of you and eat it. This
is my body, which will be given up for you...Take this all of you and drink
from it. This is the blood of the new and everlasting covenant. It will be shed
for you and for all so that sins may be forgiven. Do this in memory of
me."
Jesus mentions about the
blood and the covenant. And there is the puzzling question of why is there not
an ordinary lamb for this passover meal? Is there something more to this? Let's
begin by answering, 'What is a covenant?' In order to answer this question,
we'll go visit Abraham in the Book of Genesis.
Covenant made over
sacrifice
Let's
open to Genesis Chapter 15 (Gen 15:5). Book of Genesis says that God promised
to give Abraham descendents as numerous as innumerable stars in the sky and
vast amount of land. Abraham asked God, "O Lord God, how am I to know that
I shall possess it?" God instructed Abraham to bring a 3 yr. old heiffer,
a 3 yr. old she-goat, a 3 yr. old ram, a turtledove, and a young pigeon and
asked him to sacrifice them. And over the blood and the flesh of these
sacrifices, God made a special bond of relationship with Abraham. The scripture
reads, "On that day the Lord made a covenant with Abram." (Gen 15:18) We'll see that Lord makes covenant through
sacrifices. Let's go to Lord made a covenant with Noah after the floodwater
receded. Coming out of the ark, Noah built an altar and sacrificed every clean
animal and birds as burnt offering. Then the Lord said, "Behold, I
establish my covenant with you and your descendents after you..that never again
shall there be a flood to destroy the earth." (Gen 8:20-21) (Gen 9: 11-16) I will establish my covenant with you, that never again shall all bodily creatures be destroyed by the waters of a flood; there shall not be another flood to devastate the earth." God added: "This is the sign that I am giving for all ages to come, of the covenant between me and you and every living creature with you: I set my bow in the clouds to serve as a sign of the covenant between me and the earth. When I bring clouds over the earth, and the bow appears in the clouds, I will recall the covenant I have made between me and you and all living beings, so that the waters shall never again become a flood to destroy all mortal beings. As the bow appears in the clouds, I will see it and recall the everlasting covenant that I have established between God and all living beings--all mortal creatures that are on earth."
So what exactly is a covenant? When you make a covenant, you are forming a bond. It is a kinship or family bond between two parties, with conditions or obligations established by an oath. It is not a contract where goods and services are exchanged; a covenant involves exchange of persons. In fact many of you who are here should be familiar with it because you have made covenants. (Marriage) Do you remember some of the words that your priest or yourselves have said at the wedding mass?
Priest: Have you come here freely and without reservation to give yourselves to each other in marriage? (Covenant as giving entire self to the other)
Will you love and honor each other as man and wife for the rest of your lives?
Will you accept children lovingly from God and bring them up according to the law of Christ and his Church?
Groom/Bride: "I, (Name), take you, (Name), for my lawful wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part."
Blessing of the ring: Lord, bless these rings which we bless in your
name. Grant that those who wear them may always have a deep faith in each
other.
May they do your will and always live together in peace, good will, and love.
We ask this through Christ our Lord. (Reminiscent of the sign of the rainbow)
May they do your will and always live together in peace, good will, and love.
We ask this through Christ our Lord. (Reminiscent of the sign of the rainbow)
Groom/Bride: (Name), take this ring as a sign of my love and fidelity.
In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.
Nuptial Blessing: Holy Father, you created mankind in your own image
and made man and woman to be joined as husband and wife in union of body and heart
and so fulfill their mission in this world.
Father, to reveal the plan of your love, you made the union of husband and wife
an image of the covenant between you and your people.
In the fulfillment of this sacrament, the marriage of Christian man and woman
is a sign of the marriage between Christ and the Church. Father, stretch out your hand, and bless (Name) and (Name).
And how is a covenant formed in the Old Testament? In the scriptures we see God making covenant with Adam, Noah, Abraham, Moses, and David over animal sacrifices. We'll see later Jesus making his covenant at the Last Supper. If the marriage is a covenant, and it is covenant formed over by sacrifice, who or what is being sacrificed? Dying to self, isn't it? Selfishness is not a virtue in the covenant of marriage; selfishness is rather a refusal to honor the obligation of the covenant. With Abraham God promised over the cut animals, I will be like these sacrificed animals if I go back on my promise to bless you with descendants and land. That's God's side of the obligation in this covenant. God is essentially saying, I'm giving myself completely to you to form this bond with you. What is the obligation for Abraham in this covenant?
and made man and woman to be joined as husband and wife in union of body and heart
and so fulfill their mission in this world.
Father, to reveal the plan of your love, you made the union of husband and wife
an image of the covenant between you and your people.
In the fulfillment of this sacrament, the marriage of Christian man and woman
is a sign of the marriage between Christ and the Church. Father, stretch out your hand, and bless (Name) and (Name).
And how is a covenant formed in the Old Testament? In the scriptures we see God making covenant with Adam, Noah, Abraham, Moses, and David over animal sacrifices. We'll see later Jesus making his covenant at the Last Supper. If the marriage is a covenant, and it is covenant formed over by sacrifice, who or what is being sacrificed? Dying to self, isn't it? Selfishness is not a virtue in the covenant of marriage; selfishness is rather a refusal to honor the obligation of the covenant. With Abraham God promised over the cut animals, I will be like these sacrificed animals if I go back on my promise to bless you with descendants and land. That's God's side of the obligation in this covenant. God is essentially saying, I'm giving myself completely to you to form this bond with you. What is the obligation for Abraham in this covenant?
God will provide the lamb
In Genesis 22, we find God instructing Abraham to do something difficult. God said, "Abraham, take your son, your only son Isaac, whom you love, and go to the land of Moriah, and offer him there as a burnt offering upon one of the mountains of which I shall tell you." (Gen 22:2) I wonder if Abraham could have slept that night at all. The scripture says, "So Abraham rose early in the morning, saddling his donkey, and took two of his young men with him, and his son Isaac...On the third day Abraham saw the place afar off...Abraham laid the wood of the burnt offering, and laid it on Isaac his son; and he took in his hand the fire and the knife...And Isaac said, 'My father, behold the fire and the wood; but where is the lamb for a burnt offering?' Abraham said, 'God will provide himself the lamb for a burnt offering, my son." (Gen 22:2-8) "Out of obedience, Abraham is willing to do something that goes against the mission given by God: to sacrifice his only son, Isaac, the bearer of the promise. In so doing, he would be giving up everything, for, without descendents, the land promised to his descendants has no meaning." (Ratzinger, The Spirit of the Liturgy, Ch 2)
In Genesis 22, we find God instructing Abraham to do something difficult. God said, "Abraham, take your son, your only son Isaac, whom you love, and go to the land of Moriah, and offer him there as a burnt offering upon one of the mountains of which I shall tell you." (Gen 22:2) I wonder if Abraham could have slept that night at all. The scripture says, "So Abraham rose early in the morning, saddling his donkey, and took two of his young men with him, and his son Isaac...On the third day Abraham saw the place afar off...Abraham laid the wood of the burnt offering, and laid it on Isaac his son; and he took in his hand the fire and the knife...And Isaac said, 'My father, behold the fire and the wood; but where is the lamb for a burnt offering?' Abraham said, 'God will provide himself the lamb for a burnt offering, my son." (Gen 22:2-8) "Out of obedience, Abraham is willing to do something that goes against the mission given by God: to sacrifice his only son, Isaac, the bearer of the promise. In so doing, he would be giving up everything, for, without descendents, the land promised to his descendants has no meaning." (Ratzinger, The Spirit of the Liturgy, Ch 2)
Representative sacrificial
lamb
Right before Abraham thrusts
the sword into his son Isaac, God stops him. And as Abraham has told his son,
God himself provides the lamb for the sacrifice, a ram caught in a bush nearby.
So begins, by a divine command, representative sacrifice. God gives a lamb,
which Abraham then offers back to him. Abraham was willing to give up
everything, even his most precious love; we can say that Abraham was willing to
give up himself to God as represented by his son Isaac. Now God provides a
representative sacrifice which will represent Abraham's very self-offering.
Animal sacrifice now has a deeper meaning. Not only is it a thanksgiving to
God, but self-offering. A two-way giving happens over a sacrifice; God gives
himself and we give ourselves to him.
Our free will is to be
sacrificed
Let's go forward to our time.
At mass, what are we bringing to offer to God? A 5 dollar bill? An offering
envelope? Does God who created everything need money from us? Does God who can
do everything perfectly, need for us to do something for him? What is the one
thing that God does not have that we have? Our free will; our free will to love
Him or not to love Him. If we decide to sacrifice ourselves, to sacrifice our
free will to love Him, how are we going to do it? Are we going to stretch
ourselves on the altar and someone else offer us up as a sacrifice? Or like in
Abraham's case, will God provide a lamb to represent our true self-offering?
Who is that lamb that God provides for us at mass, to represent us? Jesus. At
mass the priest says, "Behold the Lamb of God."
Why does God no longer
instruct us to obtain a real, live lamb for this sacrifice? The question goes
to the heart of whether an ordinary lamb truly represents us, for that matter,
can anything worthily represent us, other than another human person? Let's not
stop there. Is there a more worthy representative who will take us to the heart
of divine God himself in this offering, than God himself? We can begin to
understand why the Second Person of the Trinity has to become flesh--to provide
for us the perfect lamb who will represent us as our self-offering.
At
the same time, at mass Jesus is making a covenant with us, though a
sacrifice--his very self. This new covenant will form a special relationship, a
bond that now makes us his brother, and his father is now Our Father, his
mother is now, our Blessed Mother. So Jesus was sacrificing himself so that we
can now have a new bond and status before the Heavenly Father--'children of
God', a privilege which was lost by our parents, Adam and Eve. On a different
level, Jesus willingly and fully sacrifices himself for another purpose: to
form a mystical marital bond with us, the Church who is the Bride of Christ. We
read from the Nuptial Blessing of the wedding, "Father, you have made the
union of man and wife so holy a mystery that it symbolizes the marriage of
Christ and his Church." Hence earthly marriage symbolizes the true
marriage which is between Christ and his Church. I have presided over many
weddings where at the moment of exchange of vows, the groom began to cry
because for all his life, he has been waiting for that day when he would find
the love of his life, the person that he would willingly sacrifice himself over
for. Can we then understand the great desire that Jesus had for us to offer his
very life, searching and seeking us, to bring us to the Heavenly wedding, to
the New Covenant.
What does all this say about
God the Father? He as the Father sees us coming to mass broken, burdened, and
longing for peace. He sees us his children unable to offer ourselves fully
because we were separated from Him by sin, therefore unable to participate
fully in the Divine Family. So He is moved by love to provide us a sacrificial lamb,
and His Son Jesus is moved by love to offer his very self, for the Bride, as
the lamb to be sacrificed. Another analogy that capture in some way this love
is what's on our Louisiana State flag--the mother pelican wounding her breast
to feed her baby pelicans with her own blood so the her young can sustain and
grow. Isn't mass God himself wounding himself to give himself to us, so that we
will be nourished and transformed? Isn't this Heavenly Father's outpouring of
love upon us?
One of the most moving masses I celebrated in my 2 years as a priest was in January of this year right here at Our Lady of Mercy when I came back from leading a pilgrimage to the Basilica of Our Lady of Guadalupe in
Back in
And as I prepared for this talk, I came to realize why I was so moved at that mass in January. My physical eyes did not see Him, but my soul saw, throughout the whole mass, the great sacrifice that Jesus made for you and me. He was beaten and broken so that we might be united once again to the Father. Jesus, in His great obedience and generosity, gave and continues to give as gift to each of us, His body and His blood as food to nourish us. In turn, Jesus is asking us to be food for others, to give ourselves in service to others. The greatest moment on earth when we offer our entire self to God as sacrifice is at mass. And our self-sacrifice continues long after the mass. Each of us as a temple of the Holy Spirit, offer daily sacrifices right in our heart. The moment that our flesh is tempted to pride, anger, lust, gluttony, jealousy, envy, sloth, and greed, we offer our selfishness on the altar of the heart to be burned up. Just as at the sacrifice of mass where Heavenly Father, Our Lord, the Holy Spirit, Blessed Mother, St. Joseph, the angels and saints are present to assist us in our sacrifice, we will experience their assistance in the daily moments when we offer up our temptation to selfishness.
Friday, June 4, 2010
June 6, 2010: Corpus Christi - Most Holy Body and Blood of Christ

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I want you to jog back in your mind and remember for me your most memorable masses you participated in. Was it your wedding mass? Was it the Easter Vigil when you were accepted into the Church? Was it the funeral mass for your parents? This week, Fr. Miles watched on Catholic TV a biographical documentary on late Cardinal Nguyen van Thuan of Vietnam. Fr. Miles shared Cardinal's experience with me, and I was moved, so I want to share it with you.
On August 15th, the feast of Our Lady’s Assumption, in the year 1975, the newly appointed Archbishop of Saigon received a surprise command invitation to present himself at the President’s Palace, which by this time was in Communist hands. He was accused of conspiring against the People’s Republic of Vietnam and was immediately taken, without sentencing or trial, to a prison in Hanoi, in North Vietnam, where he would spend the next 13 years. Nine of those years were spent in solitary confinement, in a cell where visitors were never allowed. Unbeknownst to his captors and guards, however, the Archbishop would receive a visit each day from Someone he loved above all other Persons and things, Someone whose Presence he treasured even more than his own freedom and life. That Visitor was Jesus Christ, who came to him each day in the Holy Eucharist.
The following are the words of Archbishop (later Cardinal) Nguyen van Thuan, explaining how he got hold of the humble elements of bread and wine that are necessary for a priest to confect the Presence of the Eucharistic Lord. He writes: I was taken to prison empty-handed; but later on I was allowed to request certain strict necessities, like clothing, toothpaste, and so on. I wrote home saying, “Please send me some wine as medication for my stomach pains,” and my faithful friends on the outside knew what I meant. They sent me a little bottle of wine, with a label that read “medication for stomach pains,” as well as small pieces of bread, which were in reality broken hosts. When the police asked me, “Do you have stomach pains?” I answered “yes.” And they responded, “Here is medicine for you!” I will never be able to express the joy that was mine. Each day, with three drops of wine and a tiny piece of bread in my hand, I celebrated the Eucharist. Before I was taken into solitary confinement, there were six fellow Catholics in my cell block of 50 prisoners. At 9:30 every evening, when lights went out and we all had to be lying down, I bent over a wooden board and celebrated Mass, distributing Communion to my neighbors beneath their mosquito nets. We made tiny bags from cigarette paper to protect the Blessed Sacrament. At night, my fellow prisoners and I took turns, spending hours in adoration before the Eucharist. The Blessed Sacrament changed the spirit of our prison block tremendously because the strength of Jesus’ love is irresistible. Many Buddhists and other non-Christians were converted to Christ. The darkness of the prison turned into light, and the seed germinated silently in the storm.
When he preached for the Pope John Paul II in the year 2000, the Cardinal reflected that when he was in prison, the palm of his hand became his church, his cathedral, because it held the precious gift of Jesus Christ. That is true for each and every one of us who are privileged to receive the very Body and Blood of Christ here in this church.
One of the most moving masses I celebrated in my 2 years as a priest was in January right here at Our Lady of Mercy when I came back from leading a pilgrimage to the Basilica of Our Lady of Guadalupe in Mexico City. At that Sunday mass, I felt something was different throughout the mass. I didn't know what it was. But the moment when I lifted up the Host and the Chalice and pronounced the words, "Behold, the Lamb of God..." I could not finish the sentence. I was choked up and tears began to flow down my eyes. With difficulty and trembling in my voice I finished the rest of the line, "who takes away the sins of the world. Happy are those who are called to his supper." Here I was holding God Himself who created me and who took away my troubled past sins, and invited me to His banquet. I cried the rest of the time when I was distributing the Eucharist. Why was I so moved that day, I thought.
This coming Tuesday night at 7PM right here in the church, I will be giving a talk about the mystery of the mass. And as I prepare for that talk, I'm coming to realize why I was so moved at that mass in January. My physical eyes did not see Him, but my soul saw, throughout the whole mass, the great sacrifice that Jesus made for you and me. He was beaten and broken so that we might be united once again to the Father. Jesus, in His great obedience and generosity, gave and continues to give as gift to each of us, His body and His blood as food to nourish us. In turn, Jesus is asking us to be food for others, to give ourselves in service to others. We must decide to answer his call.
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