Wednesday, September 30, 2009

France Ars Retreat update 9/30/09

A lay woman this afternoon posed the following question to the priests: 'Fathers, when one enters thru the seminary doors, does he become a saint automatically? Does his weaknesses vanish and virtues increase as if by a miracle?' She gave this image to illustrate the challenge for priests to spousal love for Jesus. Chastity for priest is not only renunciation of one's gift to be earthly husband and father, but embracing our only love, Jesus. Priests, just as earthly husbands, face challenges to this exclusive, faithful, fruitful love. Chastity is both God given from above and a virtue to develop. Inappropriate relationships, custody of the eyes, inappropriate use of Internet--like earthly husbands, priests need to sacrifice themselves to keep for their love for Jesus pure and undivided. St. John of the Cross spoke of us as a log being consumed in a fire. The fire is God's love, and when we empty ourselves of selfish desires, we, the log, become one fire consumed in His love. Our will needs to be sacrificed, as a bull is cut up and placed before Elijah's altar to be consumed by the fire of God.

Another lay woman, Patty Mansfield from New Orleans, spoke to us of how this fire is the Holy Spirit. We are to ask for this fire, and the Lord is more than generous to send Him down. She quoted St. Jean Vianney on his illustratration of the Holy Spirit. He said to those he were catechizing, 'If we were to ask those who were damned how they got to hell, they will reply that by resisting the Holy Spirit. Conversely if we asked saints in heaven how they got there, they'll say by being obedient to the Holy Spirit.'

Both speakers embellished what Cardinal Schonborn spoke this morning. He began, 'Battle of prayer is battle for life.' He first told us about how as a young 18 year old Dominican novice in the period immediately after Vatican II, prayer was thrown out in favor of replacing it with social justice actions. Soon within a year without prayer in his life, he was deciding to leave the religious life. Why did he stay? He later learned that an old wise Dominican priest in that same house prayed for him. Sacrifice of prayer by one aided another who was without any prayer. Battle of prayer is battle for life.

What is unique about Christian prayer? Certainly the prayer by Buddhist are admirable. Zen meditation also seems attractive. Yet what is Christian prayer? At the heart of the prayer is Jesus whom we gaze, adore, and love. The cardinal tells a story of staying at a monastery for few days. He attempted one night try to pray thru the night, like some sisters in that monastery do. After 1am, he was tired, sleepy, and cold. He returned to his room and slept, saying to Jesus, Lord I'm sorry, I tried. The next morning he was opened the bible to preach a mass for the sisters, and his eyes fell on the passage, 'and Jesus went away to pray thru the night.' He was surprised and told the Lord, 'Lord' I'm glad that you were able to do that and not I.'

A few feet from where the cardinal was speaking, a reliquary containing the incorrupt heart of St Jean Vianney was present. Between the talks many priests were going up to the relic to touch and to pray. Many placed their rosary against it, perhaps hoping that the same zeal for prayer that St Jean Vianney had would help them do the same. It's well known that Jean Vianney had 20 hours per day work days. But he was faithful in spending his time in prayer in the heart and love of Jesus. He was able to do what he did only because he was immersed in Jesus' love thru prayer.
Battle of prayer is battle for life.

Fr Paul

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

France Ars Retreat Update 9/29/09

How do we experience God's mercy? That was the theme of today. After we were dropped off by our bus in front of St Jean Vianney's basilica, many of us filed into the upper church before the morning prayer began in the crypt church underground. Many priests were kneeling by the incorrupt body of St Jean Vianney displayed in a glass reliquary. The saint died in his advanced age, and his body showed effects of his extreme ascetic practices--fasting, lack of sleep, long hours of confession (12 hrs daily). You could sense that these men desired to emulate the very heart of St Jean Vianney--a humble instruments of God's mercy and love. In fact, his incorrupt heart is placed in the sanctuary where 1200 of us hear the talks and celebrate mass together. As his heart lasted beyond its natural span of life, we want to be tireless like him in administering God's love through the Sacrament of Reconciliation.

Cardinal Schonborn began this morning's talk with his observation about the state of the Sacrament of Reconciliation in Europe. He pointed out that with exception of few places, the sacrament has withered or vanished completely in many parishes. He told us about an elderly priest in a tiny country parish in his own diocese of Viena, He just retired at the age of 85, but he is still keeping his daily confession hours at 4:30pm. He has kept this hour for so long that folks from out of town would often drive through that little village to go to confession. The cardinal reminded us that we the priests need to frequent the sacrament ourselves so that we know what it is like to be forgiven and to appreciate God's forgiveness that we are imparting on the faithful. He mentioned how in Medjugorje millions are going to confession and receive God's mercy. He encouraged priests to accompany pilgrims to Medjugorje as a shepherd leads them to the refreshing streams and grass.

He gave a beautiful reflection about the woman in the gospel who approached Jesus and implored him to heal her daughter. He ignored her. While the disciples asked him to give in so that she won't annoy them any longer, Jesus seemed stern and lacked compassion, even mentioning that food for the children of Israel cannot be given to dogs. With great faith the woman replied, 'Lord even dogs eat scraps falling from master's table.' Amazed at her faith, Jesus tells her that her request was heard. Why was he so hard on her when he readily dispensed to others? Perhaps he is telling us that God's mercy costs. To approach God's mercy without appreciating what it cost to receive such mercy is common place. The Cross was the cost. For Padre Pio and Jean Vianney, the cost of being instruments of God's mercy was long, arduous hours behind the confessional, taking onto themselves heavy penance that penitents were not able to bear (St Jean Vianney, like Padre Pio, was frequently attacked by the evil one the night before a serious sinner arrived). Yet God is not so stingy in giving his mercy. The cardinal quoted extensively from the diary of St Faustina, particularly the dialogue between the merciful God and a sinner. In this dialogue, the sinner doubts whether she can approach God for mercy for the weight of her sin is unforgiveable. God, on the other hand coaxes the sinner to approach his infinite mercy. The cardinal gave the image of bucket and mercy. The size of our bucket which we'll contain God's mercy depends on our degree humilty and trust we have of His mercy, Pride which says 'I cannot be forgiven' is obstacle to receiving His mercy. In that same dialogue God reminds the sinner that the only thing that sinner owns exclusively (that which was not given by God) is her misery. God reminds her to give that misery to her and trust in His mercy.

Around 5pm, I visited the Carmelite monastery where a large traveling relic of St Therese was brought from Lisieux for the benefit of the priests attending the retreat in Ars. The cardinal reminded us that Therese was a great mentor to many priests in her life time, and she will continue to do so through her teaching on confidence and trust in God's mercy. I was reminded of his comment when the Discalced Carmelite sisters began chanting the evening prayer behind the 'grill' or the cloister. Ten of us priests were there enrapt by the beauty of their voices. Here they are fellow sisters of Therese continuing the work that she did for priests when she was on earth. She indeed fulfilled her vocation to be the love of the Church, for priests who are the dispenser of that love are glad to have a sister who looks after them.

Fr Paul

Monday, September 28, 2009

France pilgrimage n retreat update 9/28/09

So how many priests are here for the retreat in Ars? 1,200. It's quite a sight to see all these priests chant together 'Our Father' in Latin at morning prayer. Language is quite a challenge for all of us. French seems to be the operating language for all the talks. I met priests from Gabon, Africa, Nigeria, Uganda, China, Korea, Philippines, Austrailia, Canada, US, Brazil, Britain, Belgium, Swiss, Germany, Portugal, Spain, and Italy. At the beginning of the day we were given a special listening device which allows us to hear translation in our own language. Logistically I can see this group poses a great challenge. We have 15 tourist buses to pick us up at each of our hotels at 7:45am to take us into the village of Ars and take us back to our hotels by 10pm at night each day. Needless to say we are very tired by the end of the day jam packed with talks, prayers, adoration, and more talks. The local village of Ars have one tiny bakery, one creppe shop, and one cafe. Imagine when 1200 hungry and tired men come out the talks. How overwhelmed this town becomes!

It is an amazing feat for the volunteers to feed us both lunch and dinner in a humongus tent set up in the middle of cow pastures near the Basilica of St Jean Vianney. In this tent we get to meet new faces and connect.

The morning we began with gathering song led by young relgious sisters belonging to Community of Beatitudes, one of the many new religious communities springing up in France with extraordinary vibrancy. They sang a song called 'Il est la,' or 'He is there,' to get us to prepare our hearts for the presence of God with us at the sanctuary.

Cardinal Schonborn of Vienna, Austria gave a talk on the topic of 'The priestly calling: Consecrated for the salvation of the world.' He spoke about how Jesus changed the very being or essence of men whom he ordained to priesthood so that they may not be considered and categorized in terms of superior or holier; since priest's very being is different than non-ordained, the earthly category of superiority is irrelevant. By Jesus' design ordained priesthood is to be complement and not competition to the ordinary priesthood of all the baptized. So ordained priests did not receive anything to be object of envy or jealousy by non-ordained. Holiness is the object and goal of both the ordained and non-ordained; both are to complement and assist each other to reach this common goal.

We had two 1 hr talks back to back beginning at 3pm immediately followed by (without breaks) an hour of adoration. It was a powerful experience to be with so many priests with St Jean Vianney who was the lover of Jesus in the Eucharist.

I'm told by a German priest sitting next to me that within a walking distance from us is a Carmelite monastery with a large traveling relic of St. Therese of Lisieux during the duration of the retreat this week. How timely that Little Flower is here for the priests. Of course in few days, she'll be honored on her feast day (Oct. 1st) I'll have to visit her tomorrow. I'll say to her, 'Long time no see, Therese!' (I visited her basilica few days ago in the city of Lisieux)

Fr Paul

Saturday, September 26, 2009

France pilgrimage travel log Sept. 26, 2009

Jet lag is hard to overcome. I fall asleep when I don't want to and can't sleep when I want to. This morning I was suppose to wake up to concelebrate the English mass held at the Grotto at 6:45AM, and I woke up at 6:30! I hurriedly put my clothes on and started to run, literally. When pilgrims saw a priest running they gave me a strange look-'What's the matter with him?' So I took off the collar to appear like a regular Korean jogger on the streets of French Lourdes with a white collar looking thing in one hand and a backpack on the other. It takes about 10 minutes to get to the grotto from the hotel, but I got there 6:40. (less than 5 min) Whew! An Irish priest leading a group from Dublin presided. We even had Irish flute for offertory. It was peaceful to hear the bells from the basilica signal the hour.
After mass already a large number of pilgrims were pouring Lourdes water from the special taps into their containers. They must be leaving this morning.

I took a regular train from Lourdes to Toulouse then took a high speed bullet train (TGV) to Lyon. French countryside is quite beautiful, dotted by rolling hills of grass, cows, and sheep.

I arrived in Lyon train station, and a lady approched me excitedly about something. She was saying something about Ars in French. I was guessing that because I was wearing my collar she took a guess. She was going there as well she gestured, hoping this poor Korean would understand her French. Perhaps she was a religious sister. She asked me numerous times about my country, and I kept saying USA, and she frowned that that was not what she was asking. I finally understood and said, Korea, and she was satisfied. This happens to me back in the States as well. What if I was born in the USA?

I went outside the train station to catch a tram or subway, and noticed a large number of young people congregating in the square. I bought my 1.60 Euro ticket and waited fo the tram. It did not come for 20 minutes. Meanwhile only 5 feet left of me a group of plain clothed police were busting a young man for selling hand rolled cigarette like substance...

After waiting another 10 minutes, I began to look for the subway. I got to the entrance and the entrance was shut tight. Perhaps, subway closes before 6 on Saturday, I thought. So I took a taxi to my hotel. And guess what the taxi driver said: the tram and subway workers are on strike until the end of the year! This puts some kinks in my transportation to Ars...St. Jean Vianney pray for me!

I showed the driver the hotel I was staying and he said in mixture of French and English about four stars and luxury. I didn't understand what he was talking about until I got to the hotel. 'Oh, that four star hotel! That's not how it looked on-line!' I'm sure I was scandalizing that taxi driver pulling into a hotel with Mercedes and other fancy cars parked in front of it. If I could only explain in French that it cost me as much as one night stay at Days Inn ($100). Oh well. I'll let the Lord deal with him.

Now if I can only sleep (2AM now)...after gulping down three espressos today...for tomorrow's 7:45AM mass at Notre Dame de Fourviere which is nearly an hour walk away since no subway or tram is available...uhhhhgh!

I hope I don't have this much fun tomorrow... On the Lord's Day (Sunday).

Fr Paul

Friday, September 25, 2009

France Pilgrimage log Sept. 25, Friday

Why is France blessed with so many beautiful saints and shrines dedicated to the Blessed Mother? I hope French people do not take their gifts for granted.

It's evening of Friday, and the pilgrims from Spain, Poland, Italy, US, and France are participating in the nightly candlelight procession in front of the Basilica of Our Lady of Lourdes. Lines to the grotto and masses were long. It tells you how busy of a pilgrimage season this is. I celebrated a private mass at the crypt chapel with everyone's intetion in mind. I also took a plunge in the icy cold bath with Lourdes water that the shrine offers for all. Tomorrow morning I will be concelebratinng mass at the grotto early in the morning. Then, I'm off to Lyon to spend overnight there before heading to Ars.

The yesterday was a whirlwind of traveling inside Paris to visit St. Catherine Laboure and St. Vincent de Paul. I concelebrated mass in the main chapel of the Miraculous Medal in French (which I did not know) and met two other priests traveling to Ars for the retreat; one priest is from Quebec and another is from Arlington, Virginia.

A couple of hours later, I then took a train to Lisieux (an hour and a half west of Paris) to visit St. Therese of Lisieux. I celebrated a private mass at one of the altars and lit some candles for various intentions that people had. By 7PM, it was time to head to Paris to catch an overnight train to Lourdes. I chose 2nd class seating with reclining chair,but quickly found out that there were over 100 chairs arranged in sardine pack, and the train was full. For this 8hr ride to Lourdes, I may have gotten 2hrs of sleep. I was a grumpy priest when I landed in Lourdes, lugging on my large backpack nearly 40 pounds of weight. I don't think I can go backpacking in Europe in the future--the older I get the more unpleasant backpacking will be for my body. I guess that's part of a pilgrimage.

Au revoir till next update.

Fr Paul from Lourdes, France

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Sept. 22, 2009: Peace Mass

Tomorrow, I will be flying out to France to attend International Priests' Retreat held in Ars, France, the final resting place of St. Jean Vianney, the patron saint of parish priests. This week-long retreat will be preached by Cardinal Christoph Schönborn, the Archbishop of Vienna, Austria. On this special Year for Priests, the small town of Ars is also celebrating the 150th anniversary of the death of St. Jean Vianney. Before arriving in Ars, I will be stopping by several significant pilgrimage sites related to Blessed Mother. I wanted to give you some history and significance of these places.

First of all, can you guess how many Marian shrines are there in France? 10, 20, 50? Try 113! It has one of the greatest number of Marian shrines in the world. Why are there so many? The Church of France, is sometimes called the "eldest daughter of the Church" owing to its early and unbroken communion (5th century) with the bishop of Rome. France can also be called the eldest daughter of Blessed Virgin Mary for its long history of honoring her and for historic Marian apparitions. According to long-standing tradition, Mary and Martha of Bethany and their brother Lazarus and some companions, who were expelled by persecutions from the Holy Land, traversed the Mediterranean in a boat and landed at Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer near Arles. Provençal tradition names Lazarus as the first bishop of Marseille. The first written records of Christians in France date from the second century when St. Irenaeus detailed the deaths of ninety-year old bishop Pothinus of Lugdunum (what is now Lyon) and other martyrs of the 177 persecution in Lyon.

When did Catholicism became the country-wide religion? In 496 Archbishop Remigius baptized Clovis I, who was converted from paganism to Catholicism. Clovis I, considered the first king and founder of France, made himself the ally and protector of the papacy and his predominantly Catholic subjects. It's interesting that after his conversion King Clovis took the emblem of the Fleur-de-lis or the lily flower as part of the royal symbol; lily flower is an ancient Christian symbol for purity and the Blessed Virgin Mary. King Clovis was the beginning of a long line of Christian monarchs in France. In the 13th century, at the wish of King Louis XIII France was consecrated to Our Lady of the Assumption and Mary became one of the principal patrons of the country. It's interesting that France used on their national flag a design of fleur-de-lis until the year 1853 before the French Revolution. We in Louisiana are familiar with the symbol of Fleur-de-lis; even our football team, the Saints, use it as their logo.

With so much French history intertwined with the Catholic faith from its very beginnings, we should not be surprised to find large number of Marian shrines and also large number of canonized saints in France. For France 19th century was a great century of Marian apparitions including: In 1830, apparition to Catherine Laboure (Rue du Bac) where Mary expressed the wish to have a "miraculous medal" struck for the faithful. In 1846, 16 years later, in the French Alps for another time, a tearful Virgin appeared to two children. Then twelve years later, in Lourdes, Mary visited Bernadette Soubirous and confirmed the new dogma of her Immaculate Conception. In 1876, in Pellevoisin, region of Berry, under the name of Mother of Mercy, Mary appears to the young Estelle Faguette whom she cures and asks to spread the devotion of the scapular.

Of these, let me tell you about few of the saints whose lives were intimately connected with Blessed Mother. When I land in Paris on Thursday morning, I will be first visiting St. Catherine Laboure. We also call her the 'Miraculous Medal saint.' How many of you are wearing a Miraculous Medal right now? The best modern day champion or sales person for the Miraculous Medal was Mother Teresa. Wherever she went, whomever she met, she handed the person a Miraculous Medal. Why did she hand these medals out? She firmly believed what Blessed Mother told St. Catherine Laboure in 1830: "Have a medal struck as I have shown you. The persons who wear it will receive great graces; the graces will be inexhaustible for those who have confidence." Blessed Mother showed St. Catherine what the medal should look like. The image on the medal is that of Our Lady inside an oval frame, standing upon a globe, wearing many rings of different colors. Around the margin of the frame appeared the words 'O Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee. The other side showed a circle of twelve stars, a larger letter M surmounted by a cross, and the stylized Sacred Heart of Jesus crowned with thorns and Immaculate Heart of Mary pierced with a sword. This medal was originally known as the medal of Immaculate Conception. However, when these medals were first handed out, there were so many people healed miraculously that this medal was nicknamed "Miraculous Medal." Within ten years, millions of medals were distributed, and by the end of St. Catherine's life an astonishing one billion medals were distributed.

What was Catherine's relationship with Blessed Mother? In 1806 Catherine was born into a large farming family. She was born on the feast day of the Finding of the True Cross and born exactly when the Angelus bell rang. From the very beginning, her life would be intertwined with both the Cross and Blessed Mother. When Catherine was nine years old, her saintly mother died. After the burial service, little Catherine retired to her room, stood on a chair, took our Lady's statue from the wall, kissed it, and said: "Now, dear Lady, you are to be my mother."

When she was a young woman she had a dream one day in which she saw an old priest say Mass. After Mass, the priest turned and beckoned her with his finger, but she drew backwards, keeping her eye on him. The vision moved to a sick room where she saw the same priest, who said: "My child, it is a good deed to look after the sick; you run away now, but one day you will be glad to come to me. God has designs on you - do not forget it." Later, she awoke, not knowing the significance of the dream.

Sometime later, while visiting a hospital of the Daughters of Charity, she noticed a priest's picture on the wall. She asked a sister who he might be, and was told: "Our Holy Founder Saint Vincent de Paul." This was the same priest Catherine had seen in the dream.

It is interesting that both women, St. Catherine Laboure and Blessed Mother Teresa of Calcutta share something in common. Both dedicated their lives to serving the poor. I don't know if you are aware of this detail, but in the Chapel of the Miraculous Medal on Rue de Bac in Paris you have the incorrupt body of St. Catherine on the right side of the chapel and on the left side there lies the remains of St. Louise de Marilac. Who was she? She was the co-founder of the religious order, Daughters of Charity (remember the 'flying nun habit'?) along with St. Vincent de Paul. The mission of the Daughters of Charity follows St. Vincent de Paul's vision: “Let us seek out the poorest and most abandoned among us; and recognize before God that they are our lords and our masters, and that we are unworthy of rendering our little services to them.”

What is the significance of this Miraculous Medal given to a religious order whose mission was to serve the poor? If Blessed Mother told the wearers of this medal that they will receive great graces, it means that those who wear this medal is wearing it not for themselves only--for grace is never for our benefit only. We, the wearers of this medal, are receiving the grace to do what St. Vincent de Paul, St. Louise de Marillac, St. Catherine Laboure, and Blessed Mother Teresa of Calcutta did. Miraculous Medal is not some magically powerful medal. The medal gives grace to overcome our fear, anxiety, to overcome our love for comfort and stinginess in serving another person. That's the real significance of the medal; it has St. Vincent de Paul's charism written all over it. The same could be said for the Brown Scapular of the Carmelites. It is not some magical backstage pass to get out of hell when we die. The real meaning of the Brown Scapular is to receive the graces from all the prayers and sacrifices of the Carmelites in order that we may be able to dedicate our hearts and minds to serve God like the Carmelite friars and nuns, while living outside of the cloister and monastery. If we are only seeking a life without pain and suffering, seeking a long-life without carrying a cross through wearing these Miraculous Medals and Brown Scapulars, we are missing the point. Blessed Mother gives us a gift, in order that we may become gift-givers.

Like St. Catherine Laboure whose life from the very beginning was intertwined with the Cross and Blessed Mother, St. Jean Vianney was the same. Like Catherine, he was born into a large, farming family in a city outside of Lyon. At age four, his mother gave him a statue of the Virgin Mary, which instantly became his prize possession. He would carry it with him always, and was often found kneeling before his statue in prayer. "Oh, how I loved that statue," he related nearly seventy years later; "neither by day nor by night would I be parted from it. I should not have slept had I not had it beside me in my little bed...the Blessed Virgin was the object of my earliest affections; I loved her before I knew her."

Jean Vianney lived during the aftermath of the French Revolution which abolished Catholic faith, hunting down priests and nuns to exile them or execute them. As a child his family attended mass at secret locations such as barns and remote homes. In those days, Jean helped his family by tending family flocks. Out in the pasture, he would set up a little altar for his favorite statue and pray before his beloved Mary. One thing that Jean did not receive was a formal education. With the French Revolution, the rural education was dismal if non existent. He received what little education they offered until he was 13, then he had to return to the farm to support the family. He would turn 19 before he would enter seminary with reluctant blessing from his father. And how difficult the studies were for Jean! I thought seminary was difficult being out of college for more than three years, but for Jean Vianney, he had no rudimentary education to help him learn his most difficult subject, Latin. His seminary studies will be interrupted by being drafted into Napoleon Bonaparte's army; his mysterious illness which deblitated him would save him from going out to the battle fields. Upon returning to the seminary from military, he had his old nemesis, Latin, to contend with. With ordination only months away, he flunked his Latin exam. This would have barred him from being ordained, but his Latin teacher appealed to the Archbishop of Lyon. Known for his leniency, the Archbishop posed these questions to the Latin teacher: "Is Jean Vianney pious? Has he devotion to Our Lady? Does he know how to pray his rosary?" His teacher replied, "He is a model of piety." And the Archbishop answered, "Very well. I summon him to come up for ordination. The grace of God will do the rest." And so in 1815, Jean Vianney was ordained to priesthood at age 29. Two years later, he would be assigned to a little village of Ars as a pastor for 41 years and die there.

He arrived in Ars, a village of 230 souls, warned by his Bishop beforehand that there he would find religious practice in a sorry state: “There is little love of God in that parish; you will be the one to put it there”. As a result, he was deeply aware that he needed to go there to embody Christ’s presence and to bear witness to his saving mercy: “[Lord,] grant me the conversion of my parish; I am willing to suffer whatever you wish, for my entire life!”: with this prayer he entered upon his mission. He had his work cut out for him, as the people of the village were more apt to go to a dance at a local tavern than attend Mass on Sunday. The people of the area were not necessarily bad; they had simply lapsed in the practice of their faith, and chose to live more worldly lives.

From the pulpit Jean Vianney preached about the Blessed Mother whom he loved from his childhood: "The heart of this good Mother is nothing but love and mercy, all she wants is to see us happy. To be heard, it suffices to address oneself to her." He had a way of preaching about Mary that was profound yet easy to grasp. Regarding Blessed Mother's Assumption he said, " "Man was created for Heaven. The devil broke the ladder that led to it. Our Lord, with his Passion, made another.... The Virgin Most Holy stands at the top of the ladder and holds it steady with both hands." He had in his heart the Blessed Mother's tender affection for souls as he heard more than 12 hours of confession daily. He would remind all those who sought him, “after giving us all he could, Jesus Christ wishes in addition to bequeath us his most precious possession, his Blessed Mother”.

It is interesting that Pope Benedict XVI chose this year as the Year for Priests. This year which marks the 150th anniversary of St. Jean Vianney's death (1859) follows the 150th anniversary of the apparition of Our Lady to St. Bernadette of Lourdes (1858). Shortly before St. Jean Vianney died, Blessed Mother appeared in another part of France to an innocent and humble girl, and entrusted to her a message of prayer and penance which bear fruits even now where over 6 million people visit Lourdes. I will be in Lourdes this Friday (9/25) celebrating mass; and I will offer all your intentions at the grotto where Blessed Mother appeared to Bernadette.

Let me conclude this talk on France and Blessed Mother with the following words from Pope Benedict XVI on his letter to priests proclaiming the Year for Priests. May his words be our prayers lifted up for all our priests:

"To the Most Holy Virgin I entrust this Year for Priests. I ask her to awaken in the heart of every priest a generous and renewed commitment to the ideal of complete self-oblation to Christ and the Church which inspired the thoughts and actions of the saintly Curé of Ars. It was his fervent prayer life and his impassioned love of Christ Crucified that enabled John Mary Vianney to grow daily in his total self-oblation to God and the Church."

Friday, September 18, 2009

Sept. 20, 2009: 25th Sunday Ordinary (B)

This week I gave a talk to the 9th and 10th grade PSR or CCD class. I began the class by asking, "Who has a game console like Wii, PS3, or XBox?" Most of the hands went up. "What is your favorite game on these consoles?" They were very excited about the entire topic. In fact, one student asked me, "Fr. Paul, do you play video games?" "Yes," I replied. "How cool!" And he proceeded to give me a 'bump.' If any of you have played any games on these consoles, you know that each game is subdivided into missions and levels. In each mission you are given rules to abide by to survive and to score maximum points. Most importantly, in each mission you're given a destination or an objective to achieve. Without knowing where your destination and objective is, you won't get far in your game. After telling the class all this, I showed a video interview with a lady named Sondra Abrahams.

Sondra Abrahams was a thirty-year old mother with three little children in 1970 when one of her medication caused a complication that led to her death in the emergency room. She was pronounced legally dead. She said, "I literally died on the emergency room table," she says. "I saw the doctors working on me. "All of a sudden I felt a pull, like something pulling me," she says. "And I was, like, up at the ceiling looking down and I was going through the dark tunnel. On each side of me there were little sparkly lights, like tiny firebugs all around me, and I looked up and remember seeing this light that was way down, this little bright light that, as I was getting to where I was going, was getting larger. I knew I had to go to that light, that there was safety in that light. I went into the light and it was brilliant and the Light was Christ." She met Jesus.
He embraced her, she recounts, with a love that is far beyond any love experienced in the world. Then Jesus showed her the entire account of her life, vividly as it was a three-dimensional reality. Sondra recalls Jesus asking her two questions after the review of her life. Jesus asked, "Are you sorry for all your sins?" Sondra replied, "Yes." Then Jesus asked, "Do you love me?" "Yes, Lord," she replied. Jesus then showed her heaven, purgatory, and hell. How beautiful that God gives us second chance even when we die! Sondra's experience coincides with the message that Our Lord entrusted to St. Faustina of the Divine Mercy:

"My mercy is greater than your sins and those of the entire world. Who can measure the extent of my goodness? For you I descended from heaven to earth; for you I allowed myself to be nailed to a cross; for you I let My Sacred Heart be pierced with a lance, thus opening wide the source of mercy for you. Come, then, with trust to draw graces from this fountain. Your misery has disappeared in the depths of My mercy. Do not argue with Me about your wretchedness. You will give me pleasure if you hand over to me all your troubles and griefs."

Yet, are there souls who say 'no' to both questions? Yes. She was also shown a young man whose life unfolded before her from childhood to his death in his early adulthood. Lord showed her how much He loved him and showered grace upon him throughout his life. Yet his choices reflected otherwise. In his teenage years, he was cruel to animals and to others. He frequently cursed God and others. After a sudden motorcycle death, he was carried through a tunnel and stood before Jesus. Jesus asked the same two questions that Sondra was asked, "Are you sorry for all you sins? Do you love me?" The man began to curse Jesus; he didn't want anything to do with Jesus. As she told this, Sondra cried, "Did he think that his life was just a game? How could he curse Jesus even when he gives him one last opportunity?" It's not God who chooses where we go, it's us, Sondra said.

Why was Sondra sent back? She said, "When I saw my soul, I knew I didn't belong in Heaven.
My soul was dark gray. When I looked to heaven and saw the souls and how radiant they were, I knew I couldn't stay. It was just beautiful. I knew I couldn't stay, even though I wanted to." And Jesus gave her a mission to tell people about what she has seen.

As I finished showing this video to the class, my hope was that a seed was planted. First I wanted to let them know how much God desires for them to live a life of love for Him and for our neighbor and not of selfishness. Secondly, I wanted let them know that our destination or objective is heaven, nothing less. And accordingly we need to live a life that reflects our destination.

What's your reaction to Sondra's experience? Too fantastic to be true? Yet, we feel drawn to what Sondra has to say, don't we? The 9th and 10th graders watching this video certainly were drawn to her testimony.

It is easy for us to adopt the rules of life this earth teaches us. Yet many are contrary to what Jesus taught in the gospels. For example, in Matthew Jesus said, "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father in heaven." Jesus is trying to shake us out of our misconception that the game rules of this earthly world apply to the heavenly world. Jesus' disciples were not immune to this misconception. In today's gospel, the disciples were playing one of the favorite game rules of this earth--arguing amongst themselves who was the greatest. Jesus then teaches them that they should really be concerned with the heavenly rules. He said, "“If anyone wishes to be first, he shall be the last of all and the servant of all.” St. James also contrasts earthly versus the heavenly rules in our Second Reading. "Beloved: Where jealousy and selfish ambition exist, there is disorder and every foul practice. But the wisdom from above is first of all pure, then peaceable, gentle, compliant, full of mercy and good fruits, without inconstancy or insincerity." Then he says, "Where do the wars and where do the conflicts among you come from? Is it not from your passions that make war within your members? You covet but do not possess. You kill and envy but you cannot obtain; you fight and wage war. You do not possess because you do not ask. You ask but do not receive, because you ask wrongly, to spend it on your passions."

I have an assignment for you. When you go home and to your work place, will you write down the following two questions on a post-it note? "Are you sorry for all your sins? Do you love Me?" And place these post-it notes by your bedside, by your computer, and on your refrigerator door. I hope this sticky note will remind us to live today as if we're going to see Jesus, today.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

International Priest Retreat in Ars, France (Sept. 27 - Oct. 3rd)


Several priests from the dioceses of Baton Rouge, LaFayette, and New Orleans (including myself) will be heading to Ars, France for International Priests's Retreat. Please pray for us that we may be transformed by the grace of God.
http://retraitears2009.org/site_anglais/index.htm

I will be doing some personal pilgrimage prior to arriving at Ars. I will try to update this blog with places I will be visiting while on this trip. If you have prayer and mass intentions, please email them to me: pyi@olomchurch.com

Fr. Paul's Itinerary (9/24 - 10/2) in France

9/24
- Visit the Chapel of Our Lady of the Miraculous Medal located in Paris. St. Catherine Laboure and St. Louise de Marillac are located here http://www.chapellenotredamedelamedaillemiraculeuse.com/EN/a__Welcome.asp
- Visit the Chapel of St. Vincent de Paul where the remains of St. Vincent de Paul is located

- Visit the Basilica of St. Therese of Lisieux located in Lisieux. Celebrate mass there.
9/25
- Visit Lourdes. Celebrate mass at the Sanctuary of Our Lady of Lourdes
9/26
- Visit Lyon. Celebrate mass at Basilica of Notre Dame de Fourvier

9/27 - 10/2 Retreat

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Sept. 15, 2009: Our Lady of Sorrows

Many of you have an image or a statue of Blessed Mother in your home. What color is her clothes? White? Light blue? Do any of you have Blessed Mother wearing black veil or mantle? Black is very uncommon color. One of the first places that I saw Blessed Mother wearing black is in the church of Holy Sepulcher in Jerusalem. On the chapel of Calvary, there is a mosaic of her wearing black veil and mantle while watching her son being nailed to the cross. And adjacent to the altar next to this mosaic is a statue of Mater Dolorosa, or Our Lady of Sorrows with seven swords piercing her heart. And after my Jerusalem trip, someone brought me to attention that in the movie the Passion of Christ, she is wearing black mantle all throughout the movie. I didn't notice that before.

Other variations of this title is the Sorrowful Mother, Our Lady of Seven Sorrows, and Our Lady of Seven Dolors. Back in 1233, the founding friars of the Servite Order or also known as the Order of the Servants of Mary took up the sorrows of Mary, standing under the Cross as their principal devotion. They are the ones who spread the Rosary of the Seven Sorrows which contemplates the sorrows and suffering that Blessed Mother underwent as Jesus. We pray the Sorrowful Mysteries of the Rosary on Tuesdays, and as we pray, we try to become a companion of Jesus as he suffers in the Garden of Gethsemane, the scourgings, the crowning with thorns, the carrying of the cross, and the crucifixion. As we hold the rosary beads in our hands, we try to imagine what kind of anguish and pain that he went through. But wouldn't it be better if someone who knew Jesus more intimately than us provide us a window into what he really suffered? What better person to guide us than a person who shared the same heart with Jesus--Blessed Mother.

It is interesting that recently Blessed Mother has been asking all of us to contemplate her sorrows as a window through contemplating her son's sufferings. In 1981, in a very remote village of Kibeho, Rwanda, Blessed Mother appeared to six teenagers. She showed them
gruesome images of blood and people killing each other. The teenagers were told that these visions were going to come true to their country, Rwanda, if people did not turn away from their sins. As Our Lady of Fatima gave the message of "Penance, penance, penance," Blessed Mother in Kibeho gave the message, "Do repent, do repent, do repent," as her message to the people of Rwanda.
Thirteen years later in 1994, Rwanda went through a genocide which coincided with the visions these children received. Since then, the Church has approved the apparition of Our Lady in Kibeho and has named it as the Shrine of Our Lady of Sorrows in Kibeho. One of the survivors of that genocide has written a book chronicling her experience in her book, "Left to Tell." We in Baton Rouge has been fortunate to have Immaculée Ilibagiza visit us to tell about her experience. She also told us about Our Lady's appearance in Kibeho in 1981. Shortly later, she wrote a book called, "Our Lady of Kibeho," which you can obtain from local book and online stores. When she appeared to the teenagers in 1981, Blessed Mother taught the children how to pray her Rosary of Seven Sorrows. And she urges all the faithful to pray the Rosary of Seven Sorrows. This special rosary is not to replace our regular rosary but to complement it. She asks that we pray this special rosary on Tuesdays and Fridays. I have been praying it daily since I finished reading that book back in April. And it has enriched my relationship with Blessed Mother and Our Lord.

What are the Seven Sorrows of Our Lady?
1) The Prophecy of Simeon where she is told that her heart will be pierced by a sword
2) The Flight into Egypt after warning from an angel to flee Herod
3) The Loss of Jesus in the Temple when the child Jesus is lost for three days and found in the temple.
4) Mary Meets Jesus on the Way to Calvary as she accompanies him carrying the Cross
5) Mary Stands at the Foot of the Cross and witnesses all the suffering he goes through
6) Mary receives the dead body of Jesus in her arms
7) Jesus is placed in the tomb



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The following is an instruction on how to pray this special Rosary
http://www.thegrotto.org/rosary_of_the_seven_sorrows.htm

This devotion to the Our Sorrowful Mother was originated in the Thirteenth century. It recalls the Sorrows the Virgin Mother of God endured in compassion for the suffering and death of her Divine Son.

How to pray the Rosary of the Seven Sorrows

1. An Act of Contrition:

O, my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, behold me before your divine presence, all in confusion at the thought of the many grievous injuries I have done you. I ask pardon for them with my whole heart, repenting of them for love of you, hating them above every other evil and ready to lose my life rather than offend you again. And do you, most tender Virgin, mother of mercy and refuge of sinners, obtain for me the pardon of all my sins by virtue of your bitter pains and help me to so pray as to gain the indulgences attached to this, your most holy Rosary.

Come, Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of your faithful and enkindle in them the fire of you divine love. Send forth you spirit and they shall be created and you shall renew the face of the earth.

Enlighten our minds , we beseech you, O Lord, with the light of your
brightness, that we might see what we ought to do and be able to do what is right, through Christ, Our Lord.

2. Announce the First Sorrow; then say the "Our Father."
3. Say seven "Hail Marys," while meditating on the Sorrow.
4. Repeat 1 and 2 continuing through all seven Sorrows.
5. Three "Hail Marys" are said at the end in honor of the Tears of Our Sorrowful Mother.
6. Our Father, Hail Mary, and Glory be to the Father, for the intention of the Pope.
7. Say "Virgin most Sorrowful, pray for us" three times.

Meditate on the following while reciting the prayers

The First Sorrow:
Let us meditate on the first Sorrow of the Blessed Virgin, when she presented her only son in the temple, laid him in the arms of holy Simeon, and heard the prophetic words, "This one shall be a sword of sorrow to pierce your own heart."

The Second Sorrow:
Mary flees into Egypt with Jesus and Joseph-
Forced to endure the hardships of a long journey, and becoming a foreigner in a strange land, Mary and her family flee to protect the child Jesus from those who would destroy him.

The Third Sorrow:
Mary seeks Jesus lost in Jerusalem-Jesus disappeared for three days in Jerusalem at the age of twelve, causing his parents, especially Mary, agonizing sorrow.

The Fourth Sorrow:
Mary meets Jesus on the way to Calvary-As Jesus makes his way to Calvary, condemned to crucifixion, He meets His mother, Mary. He is bruised, derided, cursed and defiled and her sorrow is absolute as Jesus drags His own cross up the hill of His crucifixion.

The Fifth Sorrow:
Mary stands near the cross of her Son-Mary stands near her dying Son unable to minister to him as he cries "I thirst". She hears him promise heaven to a thief and forgive his enemies. His last words, "Behold your mother," charge us to look on Mary as our mother.

The Sixth Sorrow:
Mary received the body of Jesus taken down from the cross-The passion and death are over but for his mother, grief continues. She holds His body in her arms.

The Seventh Sorrow:
Mary places the body of Jesus in the tomb, awaiting the resurrection-The most tragic day in history ends, Mary alone in sorrow, as she lays the body of her Son, in the tomb.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Sept. 13, 2009: 24th Sunday Ordinary (B) & Exaltation of the Holy Cross

This past Saturday night, I drove to a camp site where St. Aloysius high school youth were having their Fall Retreat. I was asked to hear confessions while young adults were giving presentations. I found a tiny closet where sound system is stored and began hearing confessions. After a young man entered and sat himself beside me, I handed him a quarter-sized thing to hold in his hand while he told me his sins. He asked, "What is it?" I replied, "Do you know the cross on which Jesus died on? This is a itsy-bitsy piece from that cross encased in this glass and metal. We call it, the relic of the True Cross. As you say your sins, I want you to remind yourself that your sins have been nailed on this cross on which Jesus died on." In awe, his eyes widened. It certainly made his confession very special. (On the altar today, we have a relic of the True Cross in honor of the Feast of the Exaltation of the Holy Cross on Monday, Sept. 14).

This past February, I was in the church of Holy Sepulchre in the Old City of Jerusalem. Within this large church complex, you can see the Calvary and the site of the tomb where Jesus was buried. Also within this church complex is where St. Helena, the mother of Roman Emperor Constantine, found three crosses and nails around the year after 312 AD when Christianity was legalized.
In order to discern which one of the three was the real cross on which Jesus died on, St. Helena had each cross touched to a deathly ill woman. When the woman recovered after being touched to the third cross, they took it as a sign that this was the cross of Christ. Since then, they have distributed this cross into large and small fragments, of which Our Lady of Mercy has one of them here displayed on the altar.

Throughout the Gospel, Our Lord foreshadowed to the disciples the suffering and death that he needed to undergo.
It was even foreshadowed in the Old Testament. From our First Reading, Prophet Isaiah says, "I gave my back to those who beat me, my cheeks to those who plucked my beard; my face I did not shield from buffets and spitting." St. Peter upon hearing Jesus say, "that the Son of Man must suffer greatly and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and rise after three days," he took aside Jesus and protested that such things could not and should not happen. Then Peter heard heart sickening words from Jesus, "Get behind me, Satan. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do."

As a priest I get asked a lot about this. "Father, I have prayed diligently and went to mass faithfully all my life. Why did God give me this cancer? Father, what have I done that my marriage is unraveling and causing me tremendous suffering?" This is really the mystery of the Fifth Station in the Way of the Cross--Simon of Cyrene helps Jesus carry the cross. A seemingly innocent bystander named Simon of Cyrene gets pulled out of the crowd by the Roman soldiers to carry the heavy cross and suffer the same humiliation, spitting, and buffets that Jesus does. I'm sure Simon asked himself, "Why me? I'm innocent!" The movie, "Passion of Christ" illustrates the transformation that happens in Simon. He begins the Fifth Station as a resenting bystander. But as he experiences the spits, the rocks, and the buffets upon Jesus, he gets angry at the soldiers and the crowd. Simon becomes protective of Jesus and willingly helps him carry the cross. Upon reaching Calvary, as Simon is told to leave, he realizes that he wasn't carrying Jesus' cross; he realizes that Jesus was carrying Simon's own cross. Simon departs Calvary with tears of sorrow and gratitude to the real innocent lamb who is about to be nailed to the cross. Perhaps Simon came to the same conclusion as St. Paul who said, “In my flesh I complete what is lacking in Christ's afflictions for the sake of his body, that is, the church.” (Col. 1:24)

I heard a beautiful example of this. A couple of evenings ago, a high school student at our church function approached me and said, "Father, guess what I did at school today?" "What?" She said, "I rummaged through four large trash cans during lunch." "Why did you do that?" She replied, "A girl I did not know told me at lunch that she threw away accidentally her teeth retainer. So I helped rummage through trash. I remembered when I lost my retainer. I had no friends who would help me then. When I got to class, the teacher frowned and commented about how badly I smelled." I asked her, "Well, did you not tell your teacher what you did?" She replied, "No." Here was a beautiful modern day Simon of Cyrene who in her flesh she completed what is lacking in Christ's afflictions for the sake of his body, that is, the church."

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Sept. 8, 2009: Nativity of Blessed Virgin Mary

This afternoon I was saying mass for a group of nursing home residents, and I told them about a home video I saw. I was visiting a family who lost their mother to plan their funeral. The daughter showed me an old home video of her mother attending her son's 7th birthday party. All the children were dressed in some sort of
cartoon character, and lo and behold the main attraction showed up--a young man dressed up in Superman tights. But, birthday boy was quite frightened by the superhero, and the man in the tights left the scene as quickly as he flew in. The video showed the grandmother enjoying her grandson's unexpected reaction. I then turned to the nursing home residents and asked how they celebrate their birthdays now. Most of them said that their children take them out to dinner. Some said that on sometimes, their children forget to take them out to dinner. Here they are in their 80s, and birthdays are still important to them.

Why do we celebrate birthdays, especially, the birthday of Blessed Mother? To answer this question, I want to tell you an experience I had last year when I was stationed at St. Aloysius. Our receptionist told me there was a request for an emergency baptism at the Women's neonatal care. I arrived at the hospital and waiting in the lobby were parents of the couple whose first child was in critical care. So these were the grand parents who were praying desperately for the welfare of their very first grandson. I went in, all suited up with masks and all, and there on the operating table was a tiny little baby with a bit of purple color. I quickly
baptized the child while momentarily nurses stopped what they were doing. Then I went into the room where the mother of the child was with her husband; no words could console their grief. The doctor came in and told the couple and the grand parents that they did all they could. The couple chose to hold the baby until he passed from this world. For the next hour and half, everyone in the room--mom and dad and both sets of grand parents took turns holding the precious child. What a memorable birthday for the child. In that hospital room were six persons who anticipated the arrival of this child and did not want to let go of not even seconds of this child's life.

Birthdays are reminder of a mystery--the mystery of our life. Why did God create us? Why did He give some of us 80 years to live and some only an hour? In both cases God did something unique to Himself; while mom and dad provides the flesh, God provides something that has not existed in the universe up till then--a unique soul--a soul that has a purpose and destiny. And this unique soul draws the awe and wonder of not only the parents and grand parents of the child, but the whole court of heaven. This unique soul brings to the world ready to embody in flesh the Word of God. And that Word says, "God is Love."

We can imagine how the whole universe held its breath in wonder when God creates a soul of a little girl more than 2,000 years ago; this soul was to be the window through which the Divine Creator of the Universe was going to enter humanity to cradle us and lift us into His bosom as His beloved children. That mystery burst into our human history with the arrival of a little girl named Mary.

Happy Birthday, Mama!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Sept. 6, 2009: 23rd Sunday Ordinary (B)

Tuesday this week I was reminiscing about what happened a year before. As the Hurricane Gustav barreled down our way, I was with Fr. Burns and Fr. Blanchard at St. Aloysius rectory, huddled around the TV with our iPhones constantly updating us about the latest news. (I was assigned to St. Aloysius as the associate pastor at that time) Within few hours of landfall, all the lights went out and all we heard was eerie wind gusts that toppled trees onto our parish office building. Later in that afternoon we saw how horrendous the damage was to the entire neighborhood. The next morning, we debated whether to celebrate daily mass at 8AM. We did. We positioned a small table underneath a skylight and placed 10 chairs around the table. And we waited. We had more than 10 people show up. It was a very intimate and quiet mass. We read the Gospel on how the disciples were caught in a fearful storm in the sea and Jesus commanded the storm to quiet down; the disciples learned that no matter how turbulent the storm raged, they were to trust and have faith in Jesus who were with them through it all.

That evening as I sat near the tabernacle and the stained glasses with a
flashlight to pray the evening prayer, I was struck by the flickering light of the sanctuary candle. This light flickered brightly despite the power outage.
And it was the only light shining for those walking on the Stuart Avenue which faced the church. It took a great power outage to notice that Jesus was with us all along. All other times, with the bright street lights and with our busy lives driving our cars with one hand and answering our cell phone on the other, we didn't notice that weak, flickering light shone through the stained glasses. It's strange; He was there all along, but we didn't notice Him. I wonder if He has been speaking to us all along; I wonder if we were too deaf to hear Him speaking to us.

In contrast with the great silence of the power outage, the next day, everyone in the neighborhood was out with their loud blowers cleaning up debris. I wanted to be useful, so I too grabbed a blower out of the storage and pointed the blower on a heavy pile of leaves on our driveway. I pushed the button, and nothing happened. Is this thing broke, I asked myself. I unplugged it from the wall and plugged it to another outlet. Still nothing. I unplugged it again and plugged it around the building, and still nothing happened. Fr. Burns looking at me with a puzzled frown said, "Paul, what are you doing?" Then, my engineering common sense came back--the power was out in the neighborhood.

How many of you actually enjoyed the silence that Gustav forced upon us? When the battery on my iPhone went out, I actually grabbed a book that I have not read for a long time. I spent more time praying, and I was keenly aware of Jesus' presence during the days of silence. It's strange. We have many things stuck to our ears these days to listen--e.g. iPod headphone, Bluetooth headset, cell phones. Yet we are deaf to one of the most important sound--the voice of Jesus. When Jesus cried out “Ephphatha! a deaf man's ears were opened. As the First Reading says, "Here is your God...he comes to save you...Then...the ears of the deaf be cleared..." If "ephphatha" is the Hebrew word for "be opened," then for our generation, "silence" is our word for "be opened my ears for the voice of Jesus."

Have any of you seen the documentary called, "Into Great Silence"? It came out as DVD on a couple of years ago. In 1984, German filmmaker Philip
Gröning wrote to seek permission from the Carthusian order to make a documentary about them. Nestled deep in the French Alps, the Grande Chartreuse is considered one of the world's most ascetic monasteries. Sixteen years later they were ready for him. Gröning lived in the monks' quarters for six months filming their daily prayers, tasks, rituals and rare outdoor excursions. There was no film crew, no artificial lights, no special interviews—just Gröning recording the monks’ life on his handheld camera. The result is a very special insight into life in another world, one that draws you in through its daily routine and through a profoundly deep stillness.

A Carthusian monk seeks God in solitude on three levels: separation from the world, life in his cell, and inner solitude, or “solitude of the heart”. They basically receive no visitors and have neither radio nor television. The superior informs them about what is going on in the world. This provides the necessary conditions for fostering silence. In the silence monks hear the voice of Jesus speaking to them.
One blind Carthusian monk in the documentary made a profound statement. "It is a pity that the world has lost all sense of God. They have no reason to live any
more. When you abolish the thought of God, why should you go on living on this earth?" It's strange. Here is a blind man who has lost the sense of seeing, yet he is telling us that we have lost all sense of God. How can we regain that sense of God? How can we have our deaf ears be opened to God's voice? Mother Teresa has a suggestion. She says,

"We need to find God, and He cannot be found in noise and restlessness. God is the friend of silence. See how nature - trees, flowers, grass- grows in silence; see the stars, the moon and the sun, how they move in silence... We need silence to be able to touch souls."